The Blog In Yellow

 PC and Console games have stood at opposite sides of each other. PC has boasted it's high graphics and speed while consoles boast about their affordability and quality games. These two games have almost stood as different genres from each other despite being the same category. Ports to each other are seen as a peace offering between the two sides. Both benefit from the sales. But as time has gone on, Console has rapidly caught up to PC in terms of graphics and speed. In fact, their positions have reversed with more PC games becoming lower quality in terms of graphics. It's also become a hassel for Console to port to PC. The PC generation almost died if not for Steam and the flood of indie games. But both sides have wanted a type of eventual unification. A way for the two sides to come together. But Sony's recent declaration has defeated all of that. They've stated that all the Single Player games will stay on their console while multiplayer will come to PC. For me, thi...

Yesterday was so bad that I jotted down my bad thoughts instead of my good ones. Which is actually a good thing because my psychiatrist asked me to do that. The more I write down my thoughts, the more likely she will change my medicine. Today was a pretty decent day. I got to help out my folks and hang out while shopping. I always like it when my folks come over. It feels special somehow. So, shopping and socialization at the same time is like a bonus. Today, I'll be heading over to my friend's place to play DnD which is also a good thing. I think that's it for now.

I had a dream where we were given these vr helmets and we could wander around in this large field exploring a virtual world. It was strange because the large amount help desk people were easily offended. Very woke Id say. I had a good day off and while the day is almost over I got to play games and read my book. So thats two good things. I also found out the problems I've been having that'll help me talk to my therapist. I think thats a good thing too even if its a bit negative. Sometimes telling the doctor where it hurts is a good step in the right direction.

Today WAS a good day. The day started off a little rough despite the nice rain that came today. The aids were so happy to see me that they coined the phrase "We need some John." That made me happy. I also saved the day at work. I brought the extra food we didn't need to the main kitchen and they used it. I always feel good when I "save the day" and don't realize it. And finally there was a treat for the eyes. A cute Asian girl was visiting her grandma and I got to serve all four of them. I don't know how she was her grandma because she was clearly European and the others were Asian. No skin off my nose how they're related. I just thought she was cute. I had to resist the urge to ask her for her number, or to ask her to marry me. And I got a bonus, I won at Balatro again. Such a fun, yet crippling game. I'll write about my joker hand later, right now, I want to get some rest.

Today was not a good day. Despite all that happened I managed to write. Im counting that as a win. Getting myself to sit in front of a blank screen and type is daunting. Maybe this is why theres writers rooms so that people dont have to do it alone. I got some important questions to ask the ai which I'll also count as a win. And I got back into this Hydroneer game. Its been a few years since I played this game. So long that they added achievements which means my previous game is gone. 21+ hours gone. Its not a bad thing. Now I can redive into this game. I just need a good audiobook to listen to while I play.

Today was ok. I didn't get as much as I wanted done but I got to hang with my folks at chic fil a. During that time my mom and I were on hold with the EBT people waiting for them to reinstate my food stamps. During our waiting time we also went to the gym. It wasn't until after I left my folks place that my stamps were restored. I suppose thats a good thing since the $25 will help. I have to be careful with my money. I dont know if today was a good day because I didn't get a lot done. I got to play games and eat pizza so thats good. I need to do more.