Update on Self

I called my psychiatrist at work today and asked if there was something I could take that would boost my amphetamine effect. She told me that I was taking the longest dose but it doesn't seem to be enough. I'm not doing enough and I feel like I need more. Especially since I need to do more since I might be working full time some day. That means I need to write more and play less. I know that there is calling behind the KIY and RTF and I know that I could make them into something great if I had the focus and discipline. But I don't and that's why I need a stronger dose that lasts longer. So I called my folks and they were concerned that I talked to Dr. Craig before talking to them. I forget that this is a team project. It's not just about me anymore it's about the group. I thought I was taking responsibility and my dad said he understood. 

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