TPA 65

I honestyl have no idea what to write today. I woke up at eight and got breakfast ready but before I could grasp it, time had slipped by and it was ten. I just want to waste the day away and not pretend that I'm Stephen King. Because I'm not him, I'm me and that's hard to accept sometimes. After breakfast I told myself I would do chores because my aid isn't here today, but that was a lie. I could lie to myself for a living as King says. Instead I played games. I've got this song from an Sbemail stuck in my head. I can only remember the last part where Strong sings about Homsar. "And this little weirdo, would be a modestly hot girl to help me through the hard times. She'd know the kind that is only sort of hot so she won't mess around with other guys." Then the hot Homsar says "Eeeeehhh! I'm forever your girl." The Brothers Chaps, the guys behind Homestar Runner, are geniuses. It's strange but the show isn't as funny as it used to be, but more amusing that someone thought this was funny. It's funny in the way a memory is funny. It doesn't bring the same laughter, but remembering a good joke or a good time puts a smile on your face. Why is that song stuck in my head? I don't know. I feel the medicine kicking in a bit more and now I want to go build a new base in my game. 

I think I could be a model photographer. All it takes is good lighting and poses. That's all. I'm just writing down shower thoughts. I can't think of anything important to say today. I am worried about food though. I don't have enough drinks and snacks to last the next week. At least, I don't think I do. I should be fine though, if I need help I can ask my parents. I guess we aren't doing Xmas this year but I still was hoping to get a game or two. I wonder if my folks are poor. That's a scary thought. This is why I pray for financial success with my writing because if I can take care of myself, I can take care of others too. I know a lot of people who could use some financial help and I could be the one to help them. Being a friend is great but having money makes things better too. I haven't been reading as much as I want to but I found out more about Fear and Hunger. It's my favorite game lore that I never played. Seriously, it's tough as nails, even saving is a trial. But I love the deep intricate lore that is inside the game. The writer knows how to do just enough to tantalize the player so that they do their own investigation. I also boutght a book called The House on the Borderland by William Hope Hodgson. It's a precursor to Lovecraft's work in the same way as the King in Yellow. I doubt it will shock me as much as Lovecraft's work, which has lost a bit of it's edge as of late, but it will still be a good read for me and add to my lore. I think I'll go listen to it now.